Monday, August 14, 2006

Fuel - Hemorrhage (in my hands)



HEMORRHAGE (IN MY HANDS)
Fuel

Memories are where you laid them
Drag the waters til the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was it something you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said when I said

Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands,
in my hands again
And leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding

Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you've left to go?
She cries her life is like
Some movie in black and white
Dead actors faking lines
Over and over and over again she cries

Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands,
in my hands again
And leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding

And I watched as you turned away
You don't remember but I do
You never even tried

(Instrumental)

Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands,
in my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands,
in my hands again, Oh

how weird are you?




You Are 50% Weird



Normal enough to know that you're weird...

But too damn weird to do anything about it!

Q&A... 021

Are you over 18?
:: Yes. I'm 22 now.
What's the wallpaper on your cellphone?
:: Korn's album cover
Did you get enough sleep last night?
:: Nope. I slept late and had to wake up early today.
First thing you thought about this morning?
:: If I still have to go to work.
What do you have handy at your bedside?
:: TV's remote control. 
Who is the last person you called?
:: As I've said on my past Q&A's, I'm not fond of making calls.
Grilled or Fried?
:: Fried
What makes you unique?
:: I actually like being alone. And that my personality's a bit hard to comprehend/understand.
Are you afraid of the dark?
:: A little.
Favorite Hang-out?
:: my room, malls, friend's houses
Four (4) things you can't live without?
:: air, water, earth, & fire. Lol.
First thing you will buy if given one thousand dollars?
:: that's almost Php 55,000. I guess, I'll buy plane tickets to go on a trip to Hong Kong.
Favorite song(s)?
:: On Bended Knees
What are you afraid of?
:: losing my loved ones
Are you a giver or a taker?
:: a little of both. but friend's say I'm totally a giver.
What are your nicknames?
:: abby, abbymercs, abz, ayin
What's your Dad's middle name?
:: Apurillo
Most recent movie that you watched?
:: can't remember. it's been so long!
What's your mother's maiden name?
:: Langit
Stuck on a deserted island and could have only one thing?
:: two gallons of water being carried by Ryan Phillippe!
Favorite TV commercial?
:: Pond's commercial. yung may two gay guys.
Who's your cellphone provider?
:: Globe & Sun
First thing you'll save in a fire?
:: my wallet, as it contains my money, id's, and cards.
What is your eye color?
:: dark brown
What are the things you always bring with you?
:: my coin purse, lip balm, cologne, hair brush
What did you want to be when you were a kid?
:: i thought about being an astronomer, a lawyer, an archeologist, and a marine biologist!
What do you usually do when the clock turns 7AM?
:: I'm probably still sleeping.
The color of your bedsheet?
:: green
Who do you want to meet?
:: Ryan Phillippe & Mike Cortez
What do you think about before you go to bed?
:: what to do the following day.
How many times do you shower a day?
:: at least twice when I'm not feeling lazy.
Are you racist?
:: i've got to admit that sometimes i am. but just over some stupid things. i'm sorry!
Do you rather prefer boxers, or huggers, thongs, or speedos?
:: i prefer boxers! --para malamig!

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Lene Marlin - Unforgivable Sinner

Ok. First of all, I found three different versions of music video for this song by Lene Marlin. But I couldn't embbed the third version and the second version was removed from YouTube... sorry! Secondly, I really like this song. And Lastly, I wonder where she is now... This was the last song I heard from her and this was like more than five years ago, i think.


First Version


UNFORGIVABLE SINNER
Lene Marlin

Kinda lose your sense of time
Cause the days don't matter no more
All the feelings that you hide
Gonna tear you up inside
You hope she knows you tried

Follows you around all day
And you wake up soaking wet
Cause between this world and eternity
There is a face you hope to see

You know where you've sent her
You should know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable sinner

You've been walking around in tears
No answers are there to get
You won't ever be the same
Someone cries and you're to blame

Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you'll defeat
The picture you see it won't disappear
Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear

You know where you've sent her
You should know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable sinner

Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before
You hit the ground
Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before
You hit the ground, hit the ground

You know where you've sent her
You should know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable sinner

could you pass the US citizenship test?

You Passed the US Citizenship Test

Congratulations - you got 8 out of 10 correct!
Hmm... finally! all that reading paid off. got its use!

Q&A... 020

Survey taken off Friendster Bulletin. This one is from Annie.

One word to describe yourself?
:: pessimistic
Words you always say to someone close to you?
:: oki. ingatz.
Who's your best friend(s)?
:: Bernice, pero we don't really talk now.
Nung elementary and high school, sino pinakamatagal mong naging classmate?
:: si Kathrina Gonzales. Hindi ko lang siya naging classmate nung Grades 3 and 4 and nung 2nd year high school. So classmate ko sya everytime na wala ako sa Section 1. Haha.
What are your favorite numbers?
:: 11 and 4
What was the first thing you did after waking up?
:: brush my teeth.
Last number of your cellphone?
:: sun-6
Who was the first person that came to your mind as you woke up this morning?
:: can't remember
Who was the last person to make you feel 'kilig'?
:: no one
What song is on your mind right now?
:: 'Someday' by Nickelback
What was the last thing you read?
:: emails and forwarded messages
Who do you want to call on your cellphone right now?
:: None. i'm not fond of making calls kasi. I hardly even use my phone.
What's your favorite time of the day?
:: around 7PM. basta kapag gabi na. ang saya.
Do you like the color pink?
:: Yes. it kinda grew on me. I used to say I dislike it, but now I'm okay with it.
Last song that you sang? (as in buo)
:: Someday by Nickelback. I've been singing that song kagabi pa.
Do you like to sing?
:: I'd rather dance.
Have you ever been to Baguio?
:: Yep. It's actually one of my favorite places in the Philippines.
What was the last song that you danced to?
:: 'You can do it' by Ice Cube. It's the soundtrack of Save the Last Dance movie
Favorite song(s)?
:: I have a lot. Someday, On Bended Knees, Angel of Mine, Head Over Feet, Ironic, just to name a few.
Bakit mo sinagutan ang survey na ito?
:: got nothing else to do pa kasi as the day has just began for me.
Asan ka ngayon?
:: Bahay.
Last person you e-mailed?
:: Forwarded e-mail lang to my friends
Have you worn/Are you wearing braces (teeth braces)?
:: haven't
How often do you buy load?
:: Ngayon, hindi na. Dati madalang kasi naka-unlimited ako sa Sun
Who's the last person in your phonebook?
:: one of my ka-tropa
If you were given a chance to visit another country, what country would it be? and why?
:: Korea. Para makita ko si Lee Jun-ki at si Won Bin na rin!
Name the person that you want to fall for you at this exact moment.
:: Lee Jun-ki. --Ambisyosa!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Q&A... 019

Another survey lifted off Friendster Bulletin. This one is from Leila.

Anong oras na sa PC mo?
:: It's almost 6PM na
May tugtog ka bang pinapakinggan?
:: Ai Mei by Rainie Yang
Nakatulog ka ba kagabi?
:: not really.
Tumingin ka sa bintana, ano una mong nakita?
:: haha. buildings.
Anung kulay ng PC na ginagamit mo?
:: the one here in the office is black
Iniisip mo ba sya?
:: who?
Kung meron kang gustong sapakin ngayon, sino yun?
:: can't say her name. pero i'm reaching my breaking point with this 'kaplastikan' thing
Malabo ba mata mo?
:: nope. last time i had it check, i have a perfect vision.
Do you love music?
:: yep. a lot.
Pang-ilan ka sa klase?
:: i don't know and i don't even care. seriously, it doesn't matter.
Favorite drink?
:: coffee. coffee. coffee.
Ano favorite flower mo?
:: tulips
Anu suot mo ngayon? And what color?
:: jeans and blue shirt
Anong huli mong ininom?
:: coffee as usual.
Saan ka huling pumunta? Bakit ka nandun?
:: office. because of work.
Pet? Kung meron, ano yun at name nya?
:: before, i had a clownfish and i actually named him nemo. now, i have 12 goldfishes. no names.
Gusto mo ba clasroom nyo?
:: when i was in college, yes. kasi air-conditioned yung room.
Naligo ka na ba?
:: oo naman.
Sino crush mo?
:: madami eh. but my latest crush is Lee Jun-ki.
May patay ka bang kuko?
:: lahat. hehe. joke.
Kanino ka kampi? kay Bro. Eddie o kay Eddie Gil?
:: kay Mike Velarde. haha.
What are you watching now?
:: Devil Beside You. it's a Taiwanese drama which stars Rainie Yang and Mike Chen
Ateneo or La Salle?
:: Animo La Salle!

---ANO?---
ANO ang paborito mong kulay?
:: green
ANO ang tawag sa iyo sa labas?
:: abbymercs, abs
ANO ang paborito mong pagkain?
:: pasta, pizza, chocolates, cheese, kfc hotshots
ANO ang paborito mong palabas?
:: Dawson's Creek, MTV, Laguna Beach, Amazing Race
ANO ang gusto mong gawin?
:: right now, i want to go home and sleep.

---SAAN?---
SAAN mo gustong magbakasyon?
:: Paris, France. my ultimate destination.
SAAN ka nag-aaral?
:: used to attend UST.
SAAN ospital ka ipinanganak?
:: Santo Tomas University Hospital (STUH), Sampaloc, Manila
SAAN ka madalas pumunta ngayon?
:: sa bahay lang.
SAAN mo gustong magpakasal?
:: preferably sa church
SAAN mo gustong mamasyal?
:: sa Thailand.

---BAKIT?---
BAKIT iyan ang pangalan mo?
:: long story. Weird nga kasi dalawang oldskul na name and isang modern pinag-sama. hehe.
BAKIT ka sumasagot ng survey na ito?
:: because i'm bored and i have nothing else to do.

---OO o HINDI---
umiinom ka ba ng alak?
:: oo.
nasubukan mo na bang kumain ng exotic food?
:: nope, i haven't.
tumulay/nakatawid ka na ba sa apoy?
:: haven't. and why would i do that anyway?
Marunong ka bang mag-gitara?
:: yep. a little.
Masungit ka ba?
:: yep. natural na sa akin un.
Mahal mo ba ang mahal mo?
:: oo naman.
Mahal ka ba ng mahal mo?
:: hindi ko alam. sa totoo lang wla naman akong mahal ngaun.
Sigurado ka ba sa kanya?
:: kanino?
Seryoso ka ba sa mga sinasabi mo dito sa survey na ito?
:: yep. totally.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Birthday Celebrants: AUGUST

Birthday Celebrants for the month of AUGUST. Happy Birthday! :)

01 - Julie Anne Torres/Melissa Castillo
07 - Elaine Perlas
10 - Jenna Gopilan
12 - Tatay/Michelle Ronario
13 - Julie Grafia
14 - Sherwin dela Rima
16 - Myra Aromin
17 - Edlan Pacantara/Jakim Pastor
21 - Mia Casida/Genevieve Nonan
24 - Gemaica Bagtas
25 - Christine Hadlocon/Jenny Rose Panaligan
29 - Sabina Prollamante/Regina Pajarillo/Lester Burgos
30 - Sharon Mangohig
31 - Caye Ellima

Friday, July 28, 2006

Q&A... 018

Again. Taken off my Friendster Bulletin Board. This one I got from Fam.

Have you ever been hospitalized?
:: fortunately, not yet.
How many months to go before your birthday?
:: 7 months pa
Last movie you watched with your bf/gf?
:: Can't remember and I also don't have a boyfriend.
Is your landline listed in the telephone directory?
:: i haven't checked the new one. but our old number was listed.
What was your section when you were in Grade 3?
:: Faith. proud to belong to section 1!
Are you reading anything right now?
:: other than proxy statements, which i need for work, i haven't read any book for months now
Do you have any frustrations?
:: yep. being a dancer/choreographer.
What is the time now?
:: 1:35 PM
If given a chance, will you join Pinoy Big Brother?
:: why not? so long as i don't have to go through auditions. hehe.
If someone called you right now, would you take the call?
:: depends on who is calling. hehe.
Do you have a favorite nursery rhyme?
:: twinkle, twinkle little star
Do you like your handwriting?
:: 100%. i wouldn't change it any other way.
Have you ever trespassed someone else's house?
:: yep. friend's house. but that's when we had to surprise her for her birthday.
Do you want to be Justin Timberlake in your next life?
:: no. i'd rather be wade robson. i really envy that guy's dancing skills.
Have you ever gotten drunk?
:: a few times. since i started drinking, i think i only got drunk four times.
Do you think someone thinks of you every night?
:: not really.
How's your health right now?
:: could be better. suffering from insomnia... 
What did you want to be when you were young?
:: an astronomer. i really thought i'll become one.
How many languages can you speak?
:: English and Tagalog fluently. and then a smattering of Korean and French. 
Has anyone made a poem for you?
:: none
Are you hungry?
:: i just ate lunch. if you call what i ate as lunch. haha.
Why do you answer surveys like this one?
:: to while away boredom.
Last food you ordered at McDonald's?
:: cheeseburger meal, large fries and drink. a staple for me.
Last person who sent you a private message on YM?
:: a friend

Monday, July 17, 2006

i'm a weeping willow tree

Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree


Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family-life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.
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This is from Ladz.

Find your birthday and then find your tree. Look below to locate the definition of your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, don't forget to change the subject line to your tree. Find your tree below and see what you are like... each tree is explained.

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree


TREES (in alphabetical order)
Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive, Well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hardworker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence..

Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree(Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) -- intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) -- likes to be stress free, loves family-life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.