It's the fourth day! I went to the office earlier than usual because I have like four or five pending companies that's supposed to be done by today. I guess I've been putting off too much work. My one company a day policy seems to be taking a toll on me.
So there I was, at 10 am, already working. It wasn't until 2pm today that some of my officemates and I had an "executive session" of some sort. We talked about our friends resigning. There I found out that most, if not all, of my ka-batch sa office are also planning on resigning. HaAy... Point of no return na talaga. I have to make a final decision and I have to make it fast. I don't want to be left out and eventually rott in where I am now. I do have dreams you know. I don't want to see them five years from now, successful and all, and me wondering why I'm not like them. Not even close. I don't want to think about the possibility of me actually saying... "If only I did the same thing..."
Why can't I make a decision anyway? I guess Chay was right when she said that the longer you stay, the more you'll get scared of leaving. I have to admit that I'm scared of what lies ahead of me. Scared to go out of my comfort zone. But if I continue being like that, being afraid, nothing's gonna happen to me. If I don't take the risk now, when will I find the courage to leave?
Fortunately, I do have something to look forward to this weekend and possibly divert my attention from all this, or better yet... help me make a decision. Looking forward to my weekend in Cavite. Haven't been there for quite sometime. I needed a retreat... BADLY!
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